Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Death of a friend

I wanted to share this news clip about an old friend of mine who tragically died this past weekend.

I wont go into details about what happened although I will say all the news reports are WRONG!!!! Once the pain isn't so fresh I will write about what really happened that night from a source that was there!!
It makes me so angry how heartless some people are.

I knew this guy for nearly 8 years. We had a falling out about 2 years ago and it was all over some petty ass shit.It hurts my feelings so bad that I didn't get to say my goodbyes.I wish I could have told him how much I still cared for him.
I won't dwell on the past though. The good times we shared are what I have been thinking about these last few days.
He didn't die in vain, but a hero saving the women (his girlfriend of almost 5 years) he loved the most. That's the kind of man he was. He loved his friends and would do anything for them.
I cannot imagine how she is feeling. He literally grabbed her, said I love you and throw her off the bridge.It sounds like a horror movie or bad dream doesn't it?!

RIP old friend.


He asked me a while ago and honestly I didn't think too much into it.. I said yes but, we aren't your typical couple. The proposal wasn't over the top or anything crazy. It was small and intimate. I was never the little girl that dreamed of her wedding. I've never been interested in getting married until I met him ♥..I wasn't even interested in having a ring ( yeah, seriously). Until he showed me this...
(2Ct Royal Asscher Center Stone)
Sadly, my chubby finger was too big & as soon as I got it I had to send it off to get sized up.
That's okay though.. It'll be back soon all up on my finger!! Forever! *giggles*

The date is still to be set.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Believe it or not..

I AM still alive. I've caught some kind of virus and have been curled up in my bed for nearly a week.
Today is the first day that I don't feel like 100% death. So, I'm hoping that's a sign of me getting better.
No medicine is helping.Everything I tried I immediately barf up
.. ew. I know.

I rarely get this sick.. and when I do I am such a fucking titty baby. I admit it.
I hate not being able to get up and be my happy go lucky self.

I sure hope this gos away soon.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Friday the 13th!!

Everyone be safe!!

That's it.
Yeah, really.
Sorry... busy busy..just until this month is over then I'll be back at it!

Thanks for all the love & support!

& pictures for good luck! *giggles* (rockin' my Friday the 13th tee & poster! woot! haha)


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Quick update

I'm sorry for me not posting once again. Summer is a very busy time for me.. I love going out enjoying the weather,swimming,the cookouts and parties. So, I've been living life and haven't had time to post.

Ive also been busy meeting photographers and getting some amazing content for http://www.synfuldame.com/.

On a completely different note & something that will take even more of my time away from blogging... I've begun looking at school for becoming a phlebotomist. There are a few places in my area where I could get the training. But, before that I need a new car. So, I would attend until Fall. As for the car.. I'm looking at some now. I'd love to get a Scion Xb. That's a car I've had my eye on for the longest time.

Well, I've just order Domino's and a movie, Kick ass!!
So, you all have a great week. I have some free time within the next 3 days. So, I'll get some new photos up. & tell you all about my killer Sunday last week. Drag show, gay bar.. that's all I'ma say!! hahah ;)