Thursday, October 29, 2009

Gaze upon the beauty of creativity!

So,my photographer pal Kelly and I met up again this week.We turned the tables and she was the model. Kelly and I are 100% different looking.She is more the typical model type.She has some insane ass long legs.Is tall and slim.But,Kelly has a booty and that makes her stand out from the other skinny models.That and she likes to do things outside of the box.I had such a good time shooting her. Check out some of what we did.
(editing by Kelly)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I can't wait...

I am so excited to see this movie.

I loved the first one.It's an all time favorite of mine.


Monday, October 26, 2009

Look what he made me...

I fucking love it!! teheheh
A cute little bat pumpkin.

(I'll try and get better photos tomorrow or so)


Right now...

I am drinking this...

while listening to this...

and being cold as hell!It's cold!! >.<
I'm also about to make a late lunch for my lover boy & I.

Lordy Lordy have a mercy on me!!

Here is the latest updates to come atcha from

Be sure to stay tuned to the site and my blog for Halloween updates!!
hehehe.They are sure to be creative and sexy all at the same time.


Love...or something like it.

Hello all.
It's my lazy ass getting up in the pm again. hahah.
Well shit,when I don't have school or anything else to do.I sleep in.What can I say?
That and I had some amazing sex last night that made me ass out..ha.
Allow me to gloat for a moment.

The man I am with is amazing in bed.Like,I've only been with a handful of guys and he takes the cake.He gives oral pleasure better than a women.Trust me I know.haha.I've been with my fair share of them..hehe.But,let me tell ya. I don't know where the hell he learned how to eat pussy..GOOD GOD! *shivers* The man deserves a fucking award for his skills.
I've never been with someone that gets me off like he does.
It's magical.

I adore this man for so many other reasons as well.
He is thoughtful,kind,chubby(hehe),tattooed,intelligent,an artist,gorgeous!
He is my perfect man. He takes care of me and supports me in whatever I want to do.
He laughs at my lame jokes and we watch the best/worst b movies together all cuddled up in the bed.
It's love.

I cook for him and no matter how bad it is he eats it.

Love is a funny thing to me.I feel many people think they are in love but mistake it for another emotion.Like being lonely.
When I feel in love with the guy I'm with..To be honest,I was with another guy..My,what I thought was best friend.We had been together nearly 7 years.Our relationship worked because we were so open with each other.My feelings for him were strong and rare.But,they weren't the feelings I had/have for the man I am with now. The moment I felt something between this other guy and I.I let it be known.The moment.I didn't once try to hind this.I was feeling something and I wanted to be honest with everyone involved.I had never felt something so strong.There I was in a what I thought a strong relationship..and now I'm connecting with someone else,who I just met...It was crazy for me.The most insane time of my life.

So, it really made me think about love.
I had so many questions about it.
How do you know you're in love?
How long does it last? How do you even make it last?
Ya know,do you and the other person need to share things in common??
Share friends?

Everything went through my mind about it at that time.
Probably,because not only was I going through this hard time.Which eventually turned into a break up.It was a time when my whole world flipped.
Everyone I knew in the 7+ years of being with one man.Were more or less siding with him.
For lack of a better word. All our friends became just his.
All because I didn't want to be his girlfriend anymore.I say that because we dated for 7 years but before were just friends for years.He was married to someone else.Ya know.
We were so just friends. When we got together romantically was so just going with the flow.
Things happened on top of other things that landed us in each others lives for awhile.For me,I was never in love with him.Yes,I loved him.But it wasn't the kind of love I needed.
To the outside world our relationship was perfect.That's why it was such a big shock when everyone found out we had split.
I was the bad guy though.People change and break-up all the time.But,it happened to me and everyone turned on me.
They would say they still liked me..They would do they whole myspace me comments and shit like that.But,not a one of them called me or anything.Going from seeing you daily in not even a real life phone call,sucks.Anyone in my position would have felt the same way.
Ya know,some of them I wasn't surprised.They went with whomever and whatever the others went with.
But, some.Who were close with me.I let in my home and family.It hurt.I never knew why they did that.I knew I may have hurt their pal...but was I not something to them?
Was I not a friend? Had they been lying to me for years about being best friends?
It was taking over my life.Thinking about these people.

Until one day I woke up and was like fuck it.If I really never meant anything to them and they were putting up a front.I want nothing to do with people like that.So it was easy for me to say fuck them.I said my last words to them all and haven't looked back.

Here it is almost 2 years later and I am happier than I have ever been before.
I rather have 1 or 2 true friends than 100 fake ones.
I rather have 1 true love of my life than 100 maybes.
I'd give up everything for the life I have now.
I leave you with photos of me and my beau.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Cannot live without it.

True story.
Just thought I'd share that.
This leaves your lips so smooth and creamy..also leaves just a little hint of color.
I haven't lived without this shit in like 8 years.


So, I just made an account over at one of my favorite websites.
I plan to edit photos of myself or photos I have taken,and share them on the site.
It's still very new.So bare with me while I get it up to date.

Check it out.

Good Morning!

Ello all.
My lazy ass just got up and here it is after 2pm.
Now that's what I call a "Lazy Sunday". I enjoy sleeping in but it doesn't help my insomnia any.
Now,I'll be up til 7am instead of 3. hahah.

Well,I just wanted to make a quickie.
I'm about to jump in the shower and get my day started.
Not that I have any plans for today.
I have to return some movies and that's about it.

I know,I'm living the craaaaaazy life.Huh?


Saturday, October 24, 2009

I want this shirt.


Whats for lunch?


Ham & Pineapple Pizza.

Non-Alcoholic Drinks.

What is your favorite thing to drink?

I enjoy a nice,big glass of Iced Tea.I make some DAMN good sweet tea.
As far as sodas are concerned.I like Sprite,Mountain Dew and Dr.Pepper.
I'm not beyond drinking some good old fashioned H2O,either.I love the stuff.

I guess I'm just thristy..haha >.<

Friday, October 23, 2009

Song of the moment!

Gwar - Sick of You.

Right now..

I am eating this...

and listening to this...

while browsing this website..
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Random movie quote

"I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. "

-Patrick Batemen
American Psycho

Friday, October 16, 2009

About the other day...

So, I made a post a few days ago and said something about writing again that night.
Well, my gal pal came over and she brought basically that means FUCK YOU!
hahhhaha Just kiddin'.But, ya know what I mean.
We had a pretty awesome night.We drank a little and played some that how you spell it?
I don't play video games much.I'm a movie buff myself.But,I really dig that system.
We bowled and played some bricks game.
Good times.
After getting home,I was a little tipsy and decided to make some sexy videos.
I wanted to share some little preview thingies I made just for my blog..tehehe.
(not all videos were shot that day)

I'll keep you all posted on when these videos go live.
I must say .. aside from making my very first eating video...I made my naughtiest ones yet.
SO naughty in fact, I can't even put into words. Nor will I be posting a free preview of em'.
*evil grin*
You must be a member of to see them.
Until then, here are some random shots from just a few of the other videos.
(yes, I gave a banana a blow job..hahahahah)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Guess who's back??..again!

Hey fuckers!
Yep,it's me! I'm back ...aaaaaaaagin.
I've been crazy busy with moving and buying a new home..HOORAY home ownership.
So,how is everyone? I hope I can pick up on this blog again.
I always wanted for this to be more in my daily.
But,not having internet can put a stop to that real quick.
Welp,seeing how I have the net back.You know one of the first things I do is update my website.
I have a new photographer..My dear friend,Kelly.
She's actually a photography student at the local art school.
That's really cool.She takes great photos.

Now,that I have the net back..and am settled into my new place.
I do plan to write more.
PLAN on it..hahaha.we'll see how that works.heheh.
I leave you with the best things for lunch ...mmmm.
It's a rainy day here.So,I'll be back later today to post some more random shit.
Oh,and to give previews of all the new goodies and plans for