Thursday, July 31, 2008


Without going into extreme details I would like to share something with you all.
I have only been modeling for what I think is a short time.
Since early 2007..And I take in my home or outside,ALL MY OWN MATERIAL.
I don't have anyone helping me other then my old man shooting the stuff.
WE put our ALL into this because WE LOVE it and have a passion for showing the world a different side of being a fat girl.
The alternative styled BBW,the tattooed & pierced big gals.
I have always been a fat girl..I have always been PROUD of me being different and "alternative looking".
This is me.
All I want in this modeling thing is to break down the doors that you HAVE to look like this skinny plain Jane or this FAKE Barbie
to be BEAUTIFUL.To show a new and just as important beauty.
I dont need this to feel beautiful..I do this to SHOW BEAUTY.MY beauty..Everyone is different and beautiful in their own way!!That is the main thing that separates each and every one of us.
In this short time I have been lubed up for a while then just FUCKED in the fucking ass by too many HATERS!!

Thats ALL they are because they DONT KNOW ME..WE have never met ...never spoke on a phone..Nothing but internet brew ha ha.
People go on these hating sprees for whatever reason..they get all their other puppets from myspace land thinking they are soo right...Now we must hate whatever and whomever they are.
Why can we just be happy for one another and support us as a whole fucking nation.?
Jealously is UGLY.

Anyways..I'm getting off topic.
Someone thought our websites(yeah the one I justed had revamped less then 24hours ago) looked too much alike and went on a legal rant.
One that is very inappropriate and down right stupid.
Luckily, for me I am NOW working with people who know what the fuck they are doing and that really do GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME!
My web designer had never seen this other persons website..I gave him a idea of what I wanted and he made it from scratch. Out of shapes and other things that NO ONE OWNS.Its free to use.
Just because we share some similar interest doesn't have anything to do with you and your website..MILLIONS of sites use this or that that is the same.Popular sayings,colors,designs.
If you don't own the rights to whatever you are using..Just like you used it,anyone else can as well.

I was a little (and only that) hurt to hear this person thinking our sites were too similar for their own comfort(that statement alone makes this person seem like they are ALL about them) was someone on my myspace friends list.Which is funny..because my myspace background I made PERSONALLY when I opened the myspace FOR ME.I LOVE these colors and rays..SO fucking what?..Some people like polka dots,triangles....what the fuck ever..I LIKE STRIPES AND RAYS!
IF you are on my list to just be sneaky or spy..Thats sad.
If you think I am copying you..Stick around and stalk me some more..You'll be surpirsed at how much I am my own person.
EVERYONE shares something in common with another person.
May only be 1 or 3 or 10 things...But NO ONE is as original as they think..IF you think you are something special then show us..Fight it and be YOU to the end.
Thats what Im here to do.

I'm making waves now and the haters want to ride em'.
Ride away haters..ride away.
The old me would have gave this person a piece of my mind and make a big internet retarded fight..but the new me is just sitting back and enjoying my goddamn life.
Life is too damn short to be worrying about some damn haters.

I am one of the most respectable bitches you will ever meet....But you may never know that from myspace or internet land..Come at me in real life and see what's up.

Now here is the Mr. Kat Williams on this fine subject.
Katt Williams on Haters

Revamped Website

Brand spanking(heheh) new design.
Next month is my sites 6 month anniversary and I am still as stoked about it as I was on day 1!!!
Now the site features over 1200 exclusive photos & more than 15 videos. All ranging from Saucy Pinup to Naughty Vixen.
Come check out the newness.
I absolutely fucking LOVE this new design.
(make sure you check out the new preview page as well ^_^ )

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

My hate/love relationship with photo editing.

I must rant.

Ok, I can totally understand why if you are selling a "product" or whatever why you'd edit something to make it "looks it's best".
You may think that you are charging people to see this or buy that so you should give them 100% greatness.But when you edit something so much to where it doesn't even look like it does in "real life"..That is simply NOT REAL.It's fake.Period.

I admit I clean up a pimple here or sharpen the lighten there in my material.
But I leave in the REALNESS..I have stretch marks,gaped teeth,cellulite and other natural things.I am a pale fat girl.That sometimes is horrible photographing.
Sometimes my ass is so white it is blinging!..But that is ME and I wouldn't want it any other way.
I don't understand how someone can be a confident model and think so little of themselves they have to nip and tuck every little flaw photo shop style.
Plus sized companies editing magazines and other social seen material to make the fat girl look better?..No it's not real. If you say your fans want to see the stretch marks and realness of a full women.LEAVE THEM THERE! They want to see just that.
In the fine words of Mr.Kat Williams "We ain't got time to be worrying about some damn stretch marks..We know it came from either one of 2 things.Either your ass was big and got small..or you was small and got big".
Fucking here here! That's REAL.

So damn many people bash on the mainstream and other things for making women and little girls feel bad about being themselves.For so long the media made realness so fucking fake thats what everyone thought real was.
You have people starving themselves to lose weight.Plastic fucking surgery to get this other persons nose.
What the fuck man!

Why can't we promote self love and how to accept that no one is perfect?
That's what we need to see more of.
All sized media.All fashions,colors,shapes,looks,feels.

Why the fuck would I want blue eyes when my eyes are green? And who in the hell in real life has PURPLE eyes?..Come on now.& If you do have Purple eyes..How are they that one day,green the next and blue another??...NOT!
When you people that over edit your material are doing it do you not think people can see the random BLUR here or there on your leg or something?..Or that your hair just happens to be ever so insanely smooth not real.
I guess what they say is true.."Stupid people think you are as stupid as they are".
NOW NOW before you get your panties in a woad know that I am not saying everyone who edited their shit is stupid.
I'm just saying...If it's too good to be true and it LOOKS too perfect..It probably is PHOTO SHOPPED!!
The new aged look to everything.


How could you go out in the real world after spending hours photo shopping yourself? You surely will look some what different..If not totally fucking different.

I can understand we ALL look different without the makeup done or hair done.
But if you cant leave your house with out a gallon of makeup on,fake eyelashes,a fucking wig(excluding if you are bald or something..haa)on that seems like a horrible way to "live".

Confidence is THE sexiest thing in the world.
You can be real..rock out with your pimples or wrinkles out and be hot shit..IF YOU THINK YOU ARE HOT SHIT!! That is the key.
If your confidence comes from you getting comments from other people..Then thats not confidence.Get it right!!
YOU are the only one that should have to accept you.
If you can truly love yourself and not give a fuck what others think of you in ALL faces of life(makeup and natural),then you are truly confident.
If you can carry the "I am the shit" attitude with you from makeup to natural ..You are beautiful.You have "IT".

Anyone can look like a superstar with photo editing.
How much of it is REAL? The world will never know.

At least until we start the REAL MOVEMENT.


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I wanted to dedicate a blog to this amazing website.
Fuck you if you think this is just because I am apart of it.I would be ME with or without this particular website..may just have taken a little longer.ha.
I am insanely impressed with this website.From the models to the designer and beyond.
Everyone involved with this website is truly awesome.
If you have been around me or if you have heard of me you know I speak my mind.
Sometimes that gets drama started ..Some of which I'm not particularly proud of.
But you live and learn.
Drama free is the way to be.
Within the short 5ish months I've been working with The Plumps Dolls I haven't had one fucking ounce of DRAMA!! That is sweet.
We are all fucking adults and don't talk internet shit.
The ones I've met in PERSON are just as stellar as I thought they'd be.

If you haven't visited this website DO SO NOW!
It WILL be changing the way plus sized women are viewed.MANY of the "Plump Dolls" are tattooed and pierced.Some have insane colored hair or outrageous photo sets.These women are NOT afraid to think outside the box or "mainstream".For that I feel honored to be apart of this.

The owners are multi talented.They take photos,videos,do editing,make all kinds of graphics,websites and so on.They are helpful and kind.They give you 100% what YOU want in every way.They are open minded and applaud the "strange and unique".
It takes balls to do what these folks are doing.
I love people with BALLS..haha..I just had to say that.haha.

I know MANY of the people in this "industry" of adult modeling..Erotica..BBW modeling..Porn..whatever the fuck you want to call it...Many may say their not in it for the money and they truly be..Some openly say its just about the money..
But others just have a love for art or however you take it.
Its the ones with the true passion of making a change that make this even more worth wild.
Money is always good..But if thats all your in this for I'd think you'd get sick sooner or later.
It'll just be the same lame old shit over and over again to you.
We see it happening all the time.One minute someones on the top of the "modeling " world and the next they've quit and blah blah blah.
True artist will ALWAYS make something beautiful in their own way.
It's not something you turn on and off or get bored of. This is just all my opinion ..But you are reading MY blog.

Anyways..I'm getting off topic here.

I just wanted to give some shout outs and link some rad websites for you all to check out.

The Official Plump Doll's Website

The wonderful people who make Plump Dolls possible

Plump Doll's Photo & Video Blog

The Plump Doll's Social Network

The Official Plump Doll's Myspace Page

Plump Doll's on Suicide XL

The Dolls: